Blocked

I have kept it in my heart locked the the door and have hidden the key...

The feeling and emotions are crowed 2geather all jumbled but looks solved

All the dough and the quires wants to pop up but they looked answered... 

There are few tensions packed up in the safe  

I have kept it in the heart locked the door and have hidden the keys....

Relations are opening up but I feel they are forged ,

But All my family is a bit far but they are close to my heart:) 

Lots of confusion... And there is no way... 

But I have kept it in the heart locked the door and have hidden the keys....

Expressions :)

          

Thousands of thoughts in the mind but I can't find the way to express it in my kind 

Ideas are popping up with a beautiful shine 

But still the thoughts which are are mine are not satisfying 

The felling of aggression n expressing of romance

The tears of guilt and the joy of happiness 

The depressing sad and the experiencing of pride is all that I hide coz its like the roller coster ride 

It comes back to u on the same side...

Intazar...bas intazar

Beeti na Rate na din tere bin Har pal Kate kheelo ke bistar pe leta hua jaise din din Hoto pe nam tera aur dil mai pyar Kis din le jaye ga yahase mujhe mere yar? Kandil ki roshani tale Sajan hum ye man chale ki Tera pyar phir ubhar aye ga aur Tu mujhe yaha se jaldise le jaye ga :)

Pyar aisa bhi hota hai :)

Jab bat karu tujhse tab bas tu he tu hai ...
Din bhi tu hai rat bhi tu hai...
Mere dil ki dhadkan ke Har ehsas mai tu hai ..
Chahe din dhale ya rat kabhi bhi chodna NA chahu mai tera sath..
Kisi din  ek coffee pe chalu , coffee khatam hone tak tujhe dhekti rahu 
Mujhe yad aa rahe hai Har ek vo bat Jo beeti thi tere muskan ke sath ...
Chahe din dhale ya rat khabhi khatam na ho humara ye sath

My thoughts after 9th nov 2011

A fresh morning wid a dew on the ground
Little grass is growing one level up towards the sun 
But my day starts wid a thought 
"il I live today??? Will I see the moon tonight??"
The terror feeling covers my confidence wid in..
Then I remember my mothers words 
"mauth sabko Ani hai kon usse chota hai tu fana nahe hoga ye khayal jhoota hai .."
I collect all my scattered confidence n build a wall of inner power .
And face the problems n fight to gain victory .... 

New year :) 2012

Days are few and there's a monthly dew
Pockets are torn and are kept next to the ringing phone
Year is going to end by having a happydent
No money in the pocket but want a hip hop jacket
Frds are out who are jazzy n stout
New year will began n I hope atleast this year my
Problems will end...

Pyar yar n dhoka lol

Isq mai humne Kay Kay gul khilaye 
Na dekhana chaha unhone phir bhi phool de aye
Humare irado ko napak therakar vo hume he bewafa bulaye 
Par humare dilka bhi Kay kusur Jo mod kar bar bar unhe he bulaye :)