New year :) 2012

Days are few and there's a monthly dew
Pockets are torn and are kept next to the ringing phone
Year is going to end by having a happydent
No money in the pocket but want a hip hop jacket
Frds are out who are jazzy n stout
New year will began n I hope atleast this year my
Problems will end...

Pyar yar n dhoka lol

Isq mai humne Kay Kay gul khilaye 
Na dekhana chaha unhone phir bhi phool de aye
Humare irado ko napak therakar vo hume he bewafa bulaye 
Par humare dilka bhi Kay kusur Jo mod kar bar bar unhe he bulaye :)

9th November 2011

Na din Kate na rate bas yad aye vo jugri hui bate....
Har bell mai dil dhakta hai..
Nahjane kis Goli ke liye ye din kata raha hai???
Har telephone ki ghanti ke sath
Badan mai kapkapi si chajati hai
aur lift ki har ahat se khamoshi si ati hai.....
Akh bad karte he to vo din yad ata hai ..
Aur ashkoki nadiya behti chali jati hai....

Lovuuuuu

Waiting 4 ur call day in and day out 
I though you wer busy or you went for your bout 
With a glance on my phone 
Fell a tear on my ice cream cone... 
Looking at our picture 
I remembered my hand that had fractured ...
But it was a beautiful day 
We were covered with grass and hay .. 

Aisa bhi hota hai !!

Kuy kabhi kabhi aisa lagta hai ki
Mere kushiyoko nazar lag Jaye gi...
Najane kuy haste haste mere chereki hasi
gum ho jati hai??
Najane kuy ek kushiyo ka Kadam Badane
ke pehele piche mud kar dehk ne ka dil karta hai?
Par phir is betal dil ek konese
Ek avaz gunjhati hai Ki is kushi ke male mai jhool ja ,
in kubsoorat rasto mai tahal aa ...
Najane kuy ye pagal dil aise soch ya hai ...

Feelings

Few things hurt a lot like
A bright light in the dark 
Thorny roses in the park
The harsh words that effect the heart
N many things that fall a part

I love you.... Dad..

Tumhara ehsas gehra hai 
Jaise Har pal tumhara mere dil mai pehera hai
Kin shabdo se baya karu un beete hue lamhoko? 
Unhepe  to humara waqt therahai...
 

Lover gal

Tere muscular dollo pe ladkiya hai fida
Bada gazab dha raha hai
Sale ye kab se hua?
Tere zubapar dhoka aur dil mai pyar
Kahu kaise tujhe se ki mujhe tujhe se hai pyar?
Kasam hai kudha ki mujhe na chodna
Vaise mai bahut achi hu lekin kabhi kabhi padta hai kisi ko todna :)

hindi poem for the first time

ek katori chai ki pyali aur usko chooti tere laboki lali
na hum kuch kahe na tum kuch kehna
bas takne do tumhare naina
ye silsila chalta rahe
phir kay hai mai hu tota tu hai maina

Rain!!!

        
Falling from the heaven to earth
My tears flooded the world
The retrace of the city was disturbed
Many people cried and many died 
But few survived
Seeing the disaster and feeling 
That I was the master blaster
I cried n I cried but dint realise
that my tears were flooding the world
Cities were underwater and houses were Flowing away
But I cried and I cried
and dint realise that my tears were flooding the world

A walk of though

Walking on the path of life I realised....
The jokes on which we laughed loud when we were kids were not that funny...
The expression that came on our face when we linked with the person we loved was no anger
Waiting for a call From you loved one when you were with your friends was not show off
Removing money from dads pocket to eat a gola was not stealing
I realised this all when I was walking through the path of life :)

Hights of embarecmemt

During my summer vacations of Fybmm I went to search for an internship near andheri .. It was a internship for the show true life on MTV ... It was my life's 1st interview I asked my friend wht are we suppose to wear she said formals .. And like a stupid person I was wearing full formals .. N whenni reached there I was looking like a fool cause I was the only one dressed like that .. And everyone was dressed causally I was sooo embraced .... But this was not the 1st time I was feeling so disgusted because once in Fybmm we had our formal presentation and we were asked to wear formal I dint have formals so I asked my friend and I was wearing a salwar suit.. When I entered the class of 60 not a single person except me was in Indian cloths .. Every one was in ful formals.. These are the hights of embracing.

Passion!!

Boxing was my life,
Boxing was my soul,
But it is not there anymore
When I boxed
I boxed like a star
But some how I could not
go so far
It was my wish and my dream
To play for the India team
But some how that
Did not happen
And I was left aside
Like a useless weapon

The lonely night

The night was dark 
With a spooky spark
Roads were silent
Which had no violence
Walking on the streets 
I said a speech 
Which had confusing peak
Wid no base line 
But just to freak 

Friends

Thousands of friends I make,
Everyone's hand I shake.
But real friends are few
and the best one  is you..
Few friends are long
Few sing a song
Few are like the due 
They are fresh few
But real Frds are rare
and they make a good pair.

...

Sitting by the window,

Watching the stars above,


It’s you who comes to my mind,

It’s you so close to my heart I find.


But still you’re so far

Coz to me you are,

Like a star I can only watch,

Like an angel I can never hold.


Its you who I dream of every night,

Its you who’s always so close to my eyes.


But still you’re so far,

Coz to me you are,

Like a star I can never touch,

Like an angel I can never kiss.


All I can do is...

Be your true friend….till the end…


To be the first to catch you….

box left box right

After the Bell

Find the rage and summons the hate.
No words need be spoken,
with our fists we'll settle this debate.

I have no hate for you,
yet the weak will never win.

The muscles could find no mercy,
its what the mind would never give.

Move faster, puncher harder
Find the greatness, it is there its always been.
He is weak, punch him harder
Win, win, WIN!

My words ...

The birds sang in chorus,
your voice, my delight.
Woke me from reality,
an angel in twilight.

Something had been taken,
I searched, found no clue.
Too green to comprehend,
that feeling so pure, so true.

Teen years in between,
since then, until today.
I’ve longed for my heart,
forever and a day.

rain... rain..

when thw first rain drop falls on my face, i feel i am in haven i feel fresh ... when the first rain drop falls on my face... when a new life is given to a baby plant i feel relived ,i feel good..... the dry harsh mud turns into a smooth clay ... when the 1st rain drop falls on the ground... the grass comes above the clay of mud and grows higher and higher .. it smiles and dances with the wind.... i can also see tears of happiness in the eyes of the poor farmer who thinks that at-least now he can sleep in peace in the expatiation of a good harvest.... the irritating voice of the frog say that hes free and is ready to dance in the rain of joy..... when the first rain drop falls on the ground....

My silent love

When I feared speaking to you,
I wrote.
When words didn’t flow,
I drew.
When colours seemed to fade,
I listened.
When nature turned silent,
I looked within.
Found you and I was left,
Speechless again.

This poetry is written by me in the memories of some special person.. Who plays a very imp role in my life... :)

silence

sometimes i sit quietly in a place were there is no one except me.... listening to the sounds that surround me .. the bird that sing, the crows that fight for their food...my mind suddenly drifts away....to some place full of wonders and magic, i feel as if a beautiful mind is caring for ..listening to my deepest thoughts and feeling.. and everything around me feels perfetc in that movement... :)

Neglected truth

In the darkness of life entered misunderstanding and created a block between a relationship.. My life was going throw a big mess .. My mother wanted to kick me out of the house cause she though I was hopeless as well as useless ..and nothing could be done to help me out... When I need my friend the most they were busy in throwing their own attitude's.. Then I decided to take my own decisions.. But then suddenly there was a slap on ma right cheek .. I was too small to take my own decisions ma mom told :( after that I though if I would cry and threath my mom that I'm leaving the house .. She would get calmed.. But again I was wrong cause she asked me ur leaving now or tomorrow morning? I had nothing to say except "I was just joking ..Dil pe mat lo mom" .. She started laughing and told "ur such a shame less girl ... Go have ur food" that time I realised that she was the only one who always supported and understood me but I was always trying to neglect her and find a friend who could understand me ....

Warning to the smokers

          
        
To, 
Smokers
Smokers and doppers of the world...Here is a warning to you by me ... I dont want you to smoke anymore I m getting weaker day by day... The nicotine is affecting my body... My body has become painful ..if you keep on smoking like this oneday il expand n blast... It is my sincere request plz stop smoking or else it may turn into a threat ... 

                                  Your sincerely 
                                      Heart

Kuch pane ke liye kuch khona padta hai ... :)

I was very new in boxing ... And my sir told me about a very competitive tournament.. Mayors cup... It was a senior competation... I was like a baby without teeth... And was asked to eat chicken leg peace... I was hardly 14 and I knew I had to give my best shot in the practise so that I could play well. I practised very hard n banged a gold in that competation.I went for my first national..was very excited to go experience the larger limits of boxing... The compition was held in the city of joy, love... Goa . Finally the day came were we were suppose to leave for Goa. I was fully charged and was loaded with new boxing tecqnise .. I packed my bag and entered into the train with a beautiful simle on my face.. And my mouth opened there was a twist suddenly my dreams were crashed down to peaces cause of the seniero I saw when I entered all boxers were sitting next to the train toilets because our tickets were not at all confirmed .. There was a happy realisation that grass is always green on the other side ... We had to travel sitting on the door n next to the toilets till Goa n that too it was a night journey ...that journey was the longest I had ever travelled... I did not sleep 4 the whole night .. But ma struggle gave me the result I got silver n the most promising boxer of the event...

1st time i wrote sumthing

one day mam told us to sit for 20 mins and write somthing that we observe in the surrounding.... i thought it was a waste of time in the first second of my though but then my inner soul told me why not try once .. i went out of my college and sat on the beach .... i found that there were many thoughts popping in my mind togeather.... for the 1st time i actuly ended up writting something which was good... it started like this...
when i see the water in the sea and the waves it reminds me of the problems in our life... we find it very big but it ends up being very small...when the sea water was touching me it linked me with a small child who wants to get attension and it continusly keps on doing something .. that will attract our attension..

my haunting experience

My story began when a man upstairs in my apartment building that I did not know committed suicide. I knew about this because the apartment landlord told me about it. Shortly thereafter I was sitting in my basement apartment living room and watching TV when the strong smell of men's cologne flooded the room and a cold chill went through my legs right down to the bone. It was a deep and strange cold and it was summertime. I could sense that I was no longer alone. I jumped up and checked to see if the window was open or if there was anything in the room that could have created that smell, but all of the windows were closed and I smelled everything and nothing smelled like the strong odor that I was smelling.

Then some strange things began to happen in my apartment like bangs on the walls (I had no neighbors on any side of me), things moving on their own, things vanishing and then reappearing, being touched at night, strange putrid smells, and I also saw an orb float by right in front of me and go into the wall. I asked the landlord about the man upstairs that had killed himself and he told me that the man did in fact wear strong cologne every day because he was a waiter in a local restaurant. But in time as the activity increased I began to realize that I may not just dealing with a ghost, but also a demon. Everything that went on seemed to be to try to generate fear and make me feel powerless and helpless in my own home.

I contacted a few Christian deliverance ministries who felt that it was indeed a demon I was dealing with. Because I was a Spirit-filled Christian I began to really take authority over this spirit and over my home, and the activity did seem to die down for a while, but in time it would still flair up again. One day after this spirit had hid something I was just using deep under a pile of stuff in a closet I had not been near at all that day I finally got fed up with it and that day there came a powerful confrontation where God helped me to drive this nasty spirit out. I did not drive it out, but the power of god drove it out. I could sense and feel angels in my home and after the evil spirit was finally taken away, I smelled cinnamon.

 I am used to dealing with spirits, but not really haunting's. I then felt led by the Holy Spirit to begin learning about haunting's because He said that there was a coming demonic epidemic of them. As you have probably noticed there are many more paranormal shows on TV now, but most of them only deal with investigations and rarely is there a successful verifiable eviction. But what I saw coming is a great flood of evil where there is going to need to be teams of strong Spirit-filled Christians ready to get rid of these demonic spirits. The Catholic church will have too much red tape and psychics only make things worse. So, do you feel called to come and fight?