Neglected truth

In the darkness of life entered misunderstanding and created a block between a relationship.. My life was going throw a big mess .. My mother wanted to kick me out of the house cause she though I was hopeless as well as useless ..and nothing could be done to help me out... When I need my friend the most they were busy in throwing their own attitude's.. Then I decided to take my own decisions.. But then suddenly there was a slap on ma right cheek .. I was too small to take my own decisions ma mom told :( after that I though if I would cry and threath my mom that I'm leaving the house .. She would get calmed.. But again I was wrong cause she asked me ur leaving now or tomorrow morning? I had nothing to say except "I was just joking ..Dil pe mat lo mom" .. She started laughing and told "ur such a shame less girl ... Go have ur food" that time I realised that she was the only one who always supported and understood me but I was always trying to neglect her and find a friend who could understand me ....